Soooo hello again! I am writing right now as a newly 21 year old. Isn't that AWESOME! Yeah, I know. I have had cancer twice before this day finally came. That is some shit to think about isn't it?
I wasn't even able to drink when I really could've used some booze lol. Speaking of booze, I had my first legal drink on Tuesday. It was a sex on the beach and it was delicious! Yes, I am a girly drinker that wants something sweet and fruity. I was just so happy to be out with my boyfriend and friends, they made my day even better.
I ended up crying a little because I was just so happy to be alive. My 19th birthday sucked because i was diagnosed with cancer less than a month later. Then my 20th birthday sucked because my friends all baled on me. Like literally, I went to all of their birthdays weeks earlier and on my B-Day no one had any money to come out to spend it with me. I told them about my "party" a long before time too. But then I saw what kind of "friends" I had.
And now I have much much better ones!!!
I wasn't even able to drink when I really could've used some booze lol. Speaking of booze, I had my first legal drink on Tuesday. It was a sex on the beach and it was delicious! Yes, I am a girly drinker that wants something sweet and fruity. I was just so happy to be out with my boyfriend and friends, they made my day even better.
I ended up crying a little because I was just so happy to be alive. My 19th birthday sucked because i was diagnosed with cancer less than a month later. Then my 20th birthday sucked because my friends all baled on me. Like literally, I went to all of their birthdays weeks earlier and on my B-Day no one had any money to come out to spend it with me. I told them about my "party" a long before time too. But then I saw what kind of "friends" I had.
And now I have much much better ones!!!
